Lans Koperal

Attended a camp. KRS kenaikan pangkat camp.
I never think of this can give me so much pressure.

I didn't really do well in this camp.
But I've try my best.

I make YOU disappoint.
Felt guilty, down cast of myself too.
I don't know next time how can I face you all.
I know you all keep saying nevermind.
But I still feel uncomfortable.

My feeling today is like a rojak.
I don't know what to say and express my feeling now.
I'm just like, sad and disappoint.
If you're here, that's good.

From today onwards,
my self-confidence will decrease.
Your words,
full with disappointment.