Down Mood

I don't know how to love a person and care about their feelings.
And now I feel that this is the failure of my life.

My mood is down right now.
I was wondering, it was really my fault?
I mean this is 2 people's things.
You can't blame all this on me.

Although I have no time for you,
but did you ever care about my feelings?
When I'm gastric?
Or what you want from me is just accompany.

But just now, when you ask me.
What did I sacrifice for you.
I keep thinking and recall,
suprisingly, NOT A SINGLE THING.

I realize this, and I felt so guilty.
You said you hate all what I've did.
But really, I have many things that you might not know.
Even me myself, I also don't know how to explain to you.

I don't want LEAVE to happen. But I know, if this continues, you will be more suffer.
I just, hope that GOD, You will lead my way.

Amen.